Hermit

I'm becoming somewhat of a hermit lately.

I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. Well, I want to go somewhere other than here...but I don't really know where. It's like I'm restless at the same time I'm holing up in my condo.

I have cut out all extra curricular activities. I don't go to church anymore on Sundays or Wednesday nights. I quit my summer choir when there was only 4 weeks left. And believe me, I wouldn't go to work if I didn't have to. It's not that I'm mad at God or so depressed that I can't get out of bed...it's nothing like that. I'm just TIRED. Deep down, emotionally, mentally, physically TIRED. I just don't want to run around anymore than I have to. I just want to sit still. Stop moving. Stop thinking. Just sit and BE.

Life should have a PAUSE button. Everyone else could keep going but a person could hit PAUSE on their own life and just stop and catch up - catch their breath. How wonderful would that be?

Jeanette has a saying: "Sometimes I like to sit and think and sometimes I just sit".

I've always liked that saying. And right now I just want to sit.